Tuesday, May 6

the background called... Part II

disclaimer: I don't just go around breaking hearts, nope, defs not.
I've gotten my heart broken, and there have been plenty of boys I swooned over and defs didn't end up with, and many tears were shed, just like any other girl. that [previous post] was just the story towards a few where the liking was mutual.. until I broke it off, and I guess that's the difference with me, the reason I always feel so guilty. It's because for me it's not a long slow 'break-up', it usually comes as an instantaneous realization. and it truly is awful.

except for that one time. when the liking was mutual.. and I waited and waited for the day I'd wake up with that realization. five months passed, the realization never came, and he left on the mish for a couple years. 9 months later.. and there have been a couple close calls, but in reality, that realization still hasn't come. 

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